Never Under Estimate - Walt Whitman

O ME! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; Of the endless trains of the faithless—of cities fill’d with the foolish; Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I, and who more faithless?) Of eyes that vainly crave the light—of the objects mean—of the struggle ever renew’d; Of the poor results of all—of the plodding and sordid crowds I see around me;Of the empty and useless years of the rest—with the rest me intertwined; The question, O me! so sad, recurring—What good amid these, O me, O life?

ANSWER
That you are here—that life exists, and identity; That the powerful play goes on, and you will contribute a verse.
-Walt Whitman

Let's Try Blogging - Why not?

Okay well-

I have written a couple blogs on myspace....and I am not going to pretend they were philosophically deep or provocative in any way (I have other friends for that kind of stimulation). I do however have thoughts, feelings...ideas that perhaps some might find interesting or maybe I just want to write them down so as not to forget them.

So, what to talk about. Well, decisions. How about decisions about life...sure.

Decisions are made everyday from simple to difficult to just depressing. Simple - being what should I wear today? Difficult - Paying your dues as far as a career and last depressing - There is a box of chocolate staring me in the face...don't do it.

Sure maybe you think my example of simple is difficult or my example of depressing is maybe simple but I have found that looking at my life these past 22 years things have always fallen into place because I had enough confidence in myself to make decisions and turn them over to God and hope that I listend well.

I think so far everything has been going fine. God is NOT a lazy God. Everytime I have found myself having to make a life changing decision it has required time and commitment. I tend to get bored and lose focus but that is a decision I have made these past couple of weeks. I am now turning over my ability to focus to God.

I have worked very hard and given up many things, including domicile location. Moving to LA with no one has been difficult but so amazing at the same time. So God, I need help staying focused just a little longer. Help me find my groove and I pray that in the end you will have the glory.

So my first blog - I think I'll cancel that therapy session now. (ha)